Friday, January 28, 2011

Favorites of the Week - Last week of January

These few dresses are from Anthropologie




This cute chair and accessories are from Home Goods


These few items are from Pier 1




And I love the boy and the two dogs in this picture....but the snow needs to go...



This weather below is what I would much prefer...

Friday, January 21, 2011

Favorites of the Week

Last Friday I posted some of my favorite dresses that I found on modcloth.com - so I thought I would start a weekly post on Fridays of the favorite fashion items I find online each week that I would like to buy but can't - but maybe some of you can find ideas from them and get them!

So here are my picks this week:

These are from Banana Republic:


These are from Nordstrom:






This is from Gap:

And these are from New York and Company:


So those are my favorite picks from the week!  Enjoy!

Monday, January 17, 2011

Worship Blessings

Yesterday at church I was beyond blessed by the music the youth band led during Merge.  Here are two of the songs we sang yesterday.  Hopefully it is a blessing to you and a reminder of what true worship is supposed to be about -- Adoration of our Lord.



Friday, January 14, 2011

I love dresses....

I love dresses.  I try to look at modcloth.com every couple weeks to see what new dresses they have...although I've only ever bought one dress from them because I am a poor law student.  These are some of my favorites on their site right now.












Thursday, January 13, 2011

Circles....

Today I turned in my two weeks notice at my current job.  It made me a little sad because I do like working there overall, my boss is great, and I've been there almost four years.  But yes...it is time for a change.  Plus, there's no real point in me getting a law degree if I continued working in the real estate world.  So beginning in February, I will be a law clerk working for my mom -- which I am SOOOO excited about!

Tonight I continued my study of Ecclesiastes.  This time I looked at chapter 1, verses 4-18 and continued reading the book, Be Satisfied by Warren Wiersbe.  In these verses, Solomon is looking at life as a circle, and this cyclical view of life was a burden to Solomon - For if life is only part of a great cycle over which we have no control, is life worth living?  If this cycle is repeated season after season, century after century, why are we unable to understand it and explain it?  Solomon came to three conclusions in these verses.

First, he concluded that nothing is changed (vs. 4-7).  During these verses, Solomon approached the subject as a scientist and examined the wheel of nature - the earth, sun, wind, and water.  He noticed that people came and went, but nature remained the same.  He said that these four things - earth, sun, wind, and water - were evidence that nothing changes.  From the human point of view, nothing is more permanent and durable than the earth.  The sun is in a continuous cycle of day and night that doesn't seem to change.  The wind is in constant motion and change of direction - but it goes on forever.  And the sea remains the same through the water cycle that sustains life.  Yes, it is true that all of this about the monotonous of life if you look "under the sun" and leave God out of the picture.  But when you bring God in, He has shown us that He can change nature and is above that.  In Joshua 10:6-14, He held the sun in place for Joshua's battle.  In Isaiah 38:1-8, He moved the sun back as a sign to King Hezekiah.  In Exodus 14, He opened the Red Sea.  In Joshua 3 and 4, He opened the Jordan River.  In 1 Kings 17, he turned off the rain for Elijah.  In Mark 4:35-41, He calmed the wind and the waves.  Clearly, nature can be changed to do whatever the Lord desires.

The second conclusion Solomon came to was that nothing is new (vs. 8-11).  Here, Solomon is looking at the problem as a historian.  Man continually wants something new, however, Solomon sees that the world provides nothing new.  Whatever is new is simply a recombination of the old.  Man cannot "create" anything new because man is the creature and not the creator.  He points out that man thinks things are new because we have bad memories and forget the past.  Although in our day and age, new technologies are continually coming about, none is really "new."  It really is a recombination of the old.  An ipod is just a combination of computer chips and metals and whatever else is in there that someone figured out could go together.  But no one "created" anything that went in it - all of that was still around.  Even when new technologies and gadgets come out, people are never satisfied with them for long - that is why companies continually have to bring in new models.  None of it lasts. 

The third conclusion Solomon came to was the nothing is understood (vs. 12-18).  Solomon is looking at the problem as a philosopher here.  He comes to various conclusions within this section.  He states that life is tough, but it is a gift of God.  He states that life doesn't get easier if we try to run away from it.  He also states that nothing can be changed.  The past can't always be changed and it is foolish to fret over what you might have done.  However, God can change the way we feel about the past if we allow Him to guide us.  Solomon has found that wisdom and experience will not solve every problem.  In fact, he found that the more wisdom and knowledge he had, the more problems he had.  Isn't that so true?  The more technologies we have, or the older we get and the new knowledge we get from new experiences, all of it just creates more problems for us.  I've spent hours trying to fix a computer in the past.  TV takes over my life at times.  All this "new" stuff and new "knowledge" that has been poured out on us simply gives us more problems and time constraints to deal with on a daily basis. 

Wiersbe points out that this side of heaven, there are no explanations for some things that happen.  God has ordained that his people live by promises, and not explanations.  Solomon searched for answers in everything in the world, and this chapter shows how hopeless he had become.  He felt like life was worthless and it was simply a meaningless circle.  With God in the picture, life can be a new experience every day.  We are able to have joy and hope in our life and know that there is so much more after this life.  We need to not get caught up in the worries of this life.  We need to not feel like we have to explain everything in this world - we can't.  We have to live life by faith, by God's promises.  This side of heaven is all we see right now.  The other side of heaven is what we have faith in and what we have our hope sustained in. 

When life feels monotonous and like we are simply living the same days over and over again, we need to wake up and turn to God to lift our spirits and we need to take charge to stir things up a bit.  Doing the same thing over and over is actually considered insanity.  We are not insane people.  We must grab on to Jesus to pull us out of the circle we are in and start living life, every moment of it, to the fullest, remembering what is waiting for us on the other side of heaven.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Life is Hard...Deal with it

Lately life never seems to just be - it seems like there is always something going wrong...no matter how minor it might be.  Last night for example - I went on my computer to make a playlist on my itunes because I hadn't done so in awhile and I haven't updated my ipod in awhile.  Well, it appears that when my computer was rebuilt last month or sometime during its crazyness when it kept acting up during November, about 1/3 of my song files were deleted from my computer somehow.  This of course made me quite upset and my attitude the whole evening became sour as I tried to fix it to no avail. 

Then today, I thought I would have a pretty relaxing Saturday - Sam would be gone skiing all day and I would be home relaxing - of course my "relaxing" would include studying for my classes that begin next week.  Then this afternoon, Lucy, our older dog of 4 years, began throwing up - she continued to do so for over an hour.  I was really worried about her and I took her to vet where I spent about 2.5 hours waiting for them to look at her, take an xray of her abdomin, give her meds, and then give her fluids for dehydration.  It was not a relaxing afternoon as I had hoped for.  It is funny how dogs basically feel like children to us most of the time - I wonder if this will change in the future when I actually, God willing, have children that are not dogs. 

To try to uplight my mood, I started my study of Ecclesiastes.  I read the first three verses and then read the first chapter of Warren Wiersbe's commentary called Be Satisfied.  The first three verses start out so depressed and solemn calling life simply "vanity of vanities" meaning that life is futile and worthless.  But the commentary pointed out that this would not be final conclusion that the author came to by the end of the book of Ecclesiastes.  The author is assumed to be Solomon, although the author never comes right out and says who he is.  Solomon had everything anyone could desire - he had wisdom that he had asked God for early in his life, he had wealth, he was king, he had everything.  But as he grew older he turned away from God and turned to false gods...and in doing so he became depressed and fell deeper into this - thus beginning life is just vanity of vanities.  Solomon showed that no matter how much wealth, education, or social prestige you have, life without God is futile.  This does not mean that if you are following God bad things won't happen - Solomon is basically trying to say through the book that we can't act like bad things won't happen because it is a certainty that they will, we must face life honestly, but look at it from God's perspective and from an eternal perspective instead of from our earthly human views. 

So, we will have bad stuff happen, whether it is as small as losing music files, as medium as a dog getting sick, or as large as losing a loved one, life is going to be hard.  We just have to realize that and take it.  But we need to also realize that God is there for us, guiding us through life, and there to lean on when we feel weak and destroyed by the world.  We need to keep in mind his eternal perspective and know that the time we spend on this earth is so minimal compared to eternity's time.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Learning to Be Content

Yesterday I went to check to see if any of my grades from last semester had been posted.  One of them had and my heart sank when I saw it.  It was the worst grade I have ever gotten in my life.  I began to feel doubts of why I had ever decided to put myself through the hell of law school - a thought I am sure many of my fellow law school students have had at some point.  I felt stupid.  I felt below everyone else in that class that got better grades.  I just felt angry.  I began making excuses for myself about how this was a multiple choice test that decided my grade for that class and I never do well on multiple choice tests.  I began getting upset in general at law professors that give multiple choice tests because I feel law school should simply be essay tests because they are teaching us to be able to argue from any side - and how is that tested at all by a multiple choice test.  But any excuse I make does not change my grade or anything about that class.  I cried on the way home from work because I was just upset....

When I got home I opened my Bible looking for something to just make me feel better at that moment.  I landed on Philippians 4 and I read verses 10-20.  Verse 11 really hit me - "I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content."  That means I need to be content in all the situations that I am put in - including getting a bad grade.  God has it all in control and I just need to completely trust him and know that I am following in His will.  I know it was His will that I went to law school - so I should not doubt that decision.  I need to be content.  Being content is not needing any substitutes from the world to be fulfilled - but being fulfilled only by God's grace and mercy.  I need to remember that no matter what happens in life, I will be ok, because God is with me and will never leave me nor forsake me.  Even if I failed out of law school, it would be ok.  Life would continue on and God would provide and lead me to where He wants me to go.  So that is where I am at.  I am learning to be content - just as Paul did.  Learning is a process.  It is not as if it just happens.  It takes practice and dedication.  So right now I am dedicating myself to becoming content.  That is my prayer and my goal.

Monday, January 3, 2011

A New Year

It's been awhile since I posted anything.  Life has been crazy busy.  I am halfway finished with law school - which is exciting and crazy at the same time.  We had Christmas and New Year's Day which is always fun.  I got to see my beautiful friend Christie and her husband Dan over the holidays.  And yesterday, my best friend flew to Honduras to minister to children and volunteer workers at an orphanage for four months.  I know God is going to do amazing things through her while she is there -- but I will still miss her dearly.

I will write another blog later, but for now...I leave you with one of my favorite songs by Meredith Andrews - "In Your Arms"